Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Hmm
So as I was sitting here just thinking about the last entry I posted I honestly couldn't help but feel this nagging little annoyance that was saying "you're going to gain next week." I wonder why I do that to myself, I mean set myself up for failure. I finally see damn good results and what happens? I feel like next week I am going to gain instead of lose. I am sick of feeling like that, I honestly wish an anti-depressant or something would work for me because I know that is a big part of my problem. Exercise is supposed to help with depression but it just makes my mind clearer so I can be depressed at a more challenging level. I hate it and I want it to go away. I really want to take vitamins and I wish I had the money to buy them but I'm not going to spend money on something like that when I need money for other more important matters you know? UGH I wish someone would show up on my doorstep with a daily vitamin and a vitamin B pill and say "here you go!" wouldn't it be great if the world worked that way?
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I asked me mom to buy me some of the equate brand of Women's One-A-Day vitamins. It was like 5-6 bucks for 100 pills so she didnt mind. Maybe you can talk a friend or relative into doing you that much of a favor...
ReplyDeleteA very good friend decided to buy me some vitamins and she is mailing them to me. *sigh* The PVM ladies are the best. <3
ReplyDeleteI think the key isn't saying to yourself "I will lose next week!" But to say "Even if I do gain, it's probably just muscle - because I'm doing great!"
ReplyDelete:) <3 Hope the vitamins work out for you!