This week was a bad week for me my willpower and my "look at my daughter and feel bad" trick went out the window when Aunt Flo crawled in and overtook my uterus. I already called a weight gain or a hiccup but I didn't think it would be this bad. 318.4 I gained a whole pound this week, yeah it might not seem like much but it is, that is an entire weeks worth of loss or more. I have been shedding so little that it upsets me to see how much I gained in a week. I hope it is mostly water weight from AF and I hope it leaves with the bitch. Well I guess hiccups happen so I just have to shred it harder this week and make every bite of food count. Have I mentioned yet that I now do not eat breakfast I drink it? I have a boost complete every morning with fat free milk, it has really worked on my energy level.
On the upside two people said something to me yesterday that made me want to work my ass off even harder, my husband said randomly while we were watching TV "Oh, I can see you have lost weight." I looked at him and said "... oh.... really? .... thank you." So he proceeded to tell me that he could see a difference and how he is proud of me. Then last night I was having a bit of a breakdown over personal issues in my life (in which I ended up drinking an enormous glass of ovaltine and eating a mass amount of chocolates) and my roommate came in and comforted me and told me that I should be happy because I am doing such a good job with my weight loss and she sees such a difference in me and she is so proud of me. Wow, just what I needed, I was floating on cloud 9 and it just made me want to work harder to get more results for myself.
So here is to my support, to my friends, to my family, to the ones that believe in me. Thank you, now watch me shine.
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